To: epsteinbd who wrote (1736 ) 1/6/2003 2:26:05 PM From: Neocon Respond to of 15987 I am a Francophile. "Grand Illusion" and "Rules of the Game" are two of my favorite movies; "The Red and the Black" and "Madame Bovary" are two of my favorite novels; I enjoy Montaigne and Racine, Baudelaire and Rimbaud, and I have actually read Sartre's "Being and Nothingness", as well as works by Gabriel Marcel, Raymond Aron, and other significant intellectuals. I know many French painters well, and have seen major exhibits of Impressionists (for example, the Origins of Impressionism at the Metropolitan Museum of Art in New York), or of individual painters like Cezanne (major retrospectives in Washington and Philadelphia). Baltimore has one of the best collections of Matisse in the country, and I have seen a lot of Matisse elsewhere. I love French food, especially provincial dishes, like cassoulet and coq au vin. My idea of a great sandwich is a piece of a baguette with pate de compagne and St. Andre. I read French pretty well, and can get by speaking it, although I have been trying to improve. Nevertheless, I am not from a wealthy background, and I did not get to Paris until in my 40s. I was very ambivalent. Some things I loved, oddly, more often watching daily life than the museums and monuments. Some irritated me quite a bit, like the difficulty in getting a decent glass of iced tea, or even decent ventilation, on a hot afternoon. But the main thing is that I was looking for the Paris in which Monet sat and painted Notre Dame, or women washing along the banks of the Seine; where Camus and Sartre argued; where Baudelaire wandered the streets. Instead, I kept finding myself thinking of Vichy, and Paris under the occupation; of my distant cousins, who had to hide out during the war to avoid being sent to the death camps; of the guillotine and the canaille cheering it on, whether deserved or not; of the Commune and the Second Empire; of Dreyfus; of the Jewish prime minister, Bloom (demonstrators against the government carried placards saying "Better Hitler than Bloom", in '36). I admired De Gaulle even more for taking Monarchical France, the Republic, and the two Empires and making it one continuous history reflecting the "gloire" of France, but I also wondered whether France had every really become one country, or laid to rest its demons.......