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Politics : America Under Siege: The End of Innocence -- Ignore unavailable to you. Want to Upgrade?

To: haqihana who wrote (23763)	8/29/2003 8:42:48 PM
From: Investor Clouseau	Read Replies (5) \| Respond to of 27666

you have no idea what you are talking about. i used to be so proud to be an american that i didn't even feel worthy of the american flag. today when i see the flag, i just want to puke. when i see a 'united we stand' sticker, i want to puke again, because of what has been done to me. i have been raped mentally for years and still don't even have the answers as to why. how can i possibly feel proud to be an american when i am not even afforded the common courtesy of my RIGHT TO PRIVACY! the fact is, i do think about suicide on a daily basis, and george w. knows it, but he only cares about his political career, and the embarassment it would cause him if it came out where so many of his one-liners were stolen from. or where so many of the strategies of his office have come from. instead of doing the honorable thing and helping me when i need it, he would rather see me dead. i think this is alright with them because they are experts at covering their tracks. it was over a year ago that i first started begging for help, and did not recieve any. to date, i have made over 100 contacts, through e-mail, web-site submissions and phone calls; ALL to NO avail. 15 tips to the FBI, only to be blown off without the courtesy of even a phone call. even the journalists that i trust to do the RIGHT thing are no help; yet they feel it is alright to be voyeurs into my private life, and listen to me LIVE in my home on a daily basis! I asked for my privacy back, and still don't have it. i asked for help for lawyers that know the situation, still no help. even my last job in washington was manipulated. so what am i supposed to do? yet, i am still expected to 'keep on truckin', but IT IS NOT POSSIBLE! i am emotionally exhausted, and not able to control and focus my thoughts because i have been driven to it by DEFENDING AMERICA! I told people this MONTHS ago, but still didn't get any help. they don't understand what my mind has become. it was over a year ago i compared it to rape in an e-mail, but got no help. i am going to die rather than ever be controlled or manipulated again. so if you want me to say 'God bless america', i say i can't do that anymore because it is just too much for me to swallow any longer. the hypocrisy is too much. metanoia.org