To: sandintoes who wrote (23780 ) 8/31/2003 2:25:10 PM From: Investor Clouseau Read Replies (1) | Respond to of 27666 Who have you trusted that didn't give you help? You must seek help..it won't come to you. Why? Are you here only for altruistic reasons? From what I have seen over the last couple of years, everyone has an angle, or an interest to protect. I think some would even go to the extreme of 'framing' a person in order to protect their interests. You want me to say I'm insane? OK, I'll freely admit to that. I've been to two different shrinks four times, they provided no help so I must be terminally insane. I am also sure that I am not the only insane person around. I have been complaining for months that I needed answers to my questions so that I could think straight, but answers never came. In my quest for answers, the police have even been called on me. I can do a lot of things, but trying to make miracles when my mind is fogged by confusion is NOT possible. Only answers to my questions will push my mental "reset button". I see no alternative to this because I am so completely and utterly fatigued, and wishful thinking is not a substitute. I am also afraid that there are way too many superficial observers that do not comprehend the depth of what I do, if the news is to be believed. There is one woman that can answer my questions, but I don't know where she is, and I can't think clearly enough to figure it out. Seems like a waste of time to me anyway considering she knows exactly where I am. IMO, the only thing keeping me from getting the answers that I require are stupid lawyer games. She has to come to me though, because I have been burned WAY too many times to believe that it won't happen again if I don't go to the right location or say the right words, even by her. Here is a fact she can count on though, she can trust me more than ANY other person in the world; it is set in granite. It is clear that I am the Grand Toucan of Fruitloops himself. Excuse me, need to go now, monkeys are starting to fly out of my butt..... IC