To: Grainne who wrote (3 ) 7/29/1996 12:25:00 AM From: WalleyB Respond to of 108807
Hello Christine, Uh lets see, I... Uh, ff fe ee ee l Uh, ... I don't know, I just can't do it... Mabey tomorrow. Getting in touch with my feelings in front of potentialy 43,000 + people all over the world, well its just a little intimidating, I mean it makes me feel like I am removing my clothes or something. Wait! I did it ! I ff fe eee elll better! I don't mean to be flippant, just trying to be funny. Sometimes I can talk about feelings other times I want to believe I don't have any. Yes I do live in the Seattle area, On the east side, Kirkland. It is a wonderful place, but I have not come to enjoy the rain even after 20 years up here. Now, I do remember one summer in particular when the weather was hot and dry from april to sept. I actually longed for the return of the rain. I thought I would never "feel" that way ever! Speaking of Vashon I had occasion to visit the island on thurday last week. I have been there now a total of four times. Each visit a result of my job. I inspect residential and commercial construction for King County. The ferry ride is short but relaxing, the scent of sea kelp is splendid and greets me just as I drop into west Seattle on the way to the terminal on Fontleroy way. First time I met the island I stopped for lunch, which is significant for this building inspector - I don't take lunches as a rule (don't tell Gary Locke or the Department of Labor) at a section of public access beach which if I remember correctly was opposite Morray (spelling?) Island facing its west bank. I ate my lunch while gazing into the water, taking in a few clouds and then searched the beach for sea shells. I brought some interesting ones home and gave them to my children and they promptly added them to thier collections. Thurday the wind was moving at about 10 miles an hour which made the 95 degree weather all the more wonderful. The skys were cloudless and very blue, it was great to be alive. It was great to be on that island and alone even if it was for work. The only thing I really like about my job is being alone. Or mabey more to the quick - away from all the other commitments and demands of my life. Funny, isn't it, some people go to work each day and long to go home and I find myself at home and longing for the next day so I can go to work. Well, mabey not every day is like that, but just now it seems that way. I reread your posting, the part where you say, " I am feeling very happy more often now because there are very interesting people on the Silicon Investor who are very bright and good writers, too. ..." Some-zink iz troubling you I fear! Some-zink velly deep vith-in your zub-con-zouse, Some-zink zat haz you looking for more than a vay, to pazz, ze time, vith folkze you don't know - at vone in ze mornink! Ah zis is velly interestink, indeed. I hope you find something to fill the void, somehting thta will have depth and lasting reward. But, you know you are lucky to live in the Bay area, the weather is super, the sights are great, you have to be careful about some of the people you meet(mabey a lot of the people), but then that is true where ever you live.. Talk to you again, take care Jim