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Pastimes : Where the GIT's are going -- Ignore unavailable to you. Want to Upgrade?

To: Honor First who wrote (127425)	12/13/2006 8:29:42 AM
From: Augustus Gloop	Respond to of 225578

I think you may have missed my point. When I said "The road to nowhere leads to me" it was because I never seem to get a clear vision of my life. When I have a dream or an aura its always about others around me. If I had one about me I'd win the lottery tomorrow. When I was 23 I had a real intense aura. I told my wife "oh my god - I'm going to be alone by 40." It was only a month or so after I turned 40 that she said the marriage was over. I asked he if she remembered that aura and she said she had thought about it a lot and couldn't believe it was coming true. This isn't like ESP or anything. This is a gift that goes along with the curse of temporal lobe epilepsy. I've learned to rely on it. It's why I don't look at peoples eyes when I have a tough question because I can see the answer before they say it. I know people think I'm a fruit for saying it but read the stories on yahoo about thousands who have the same epilepsy as I do. My neurologist wants me to be tested and I wont let him because I don't want to know. It took me 30 years to come to terms that I had epilepsy and I was always going to be different than other people. I don't want to bring that weight back just to drag it around for another 40 years. It's the very reason I was able to leave my dad at 4am today. I looked into his eyes when everyone left the room. I was within a foot of him and was softly brushing his hair back with my hand. I could see it in his eyes that this was not his time to go. I told him that and I told him to remember it. My family is well aware of that gift and I was able to calm them with what I saw. They've seen it in action too often to think I'm wrong yet they were still scared. If I had seen otherwise I'd have stayed with him but its not his time. Not yet