To: coug who wrote (652 ) 3/1/2007 4:36:18 PM From: LTK007 Read Replies (1) | Respond to of 694 Coug i explain my situation and my emotionalism regards PPT:) i hate bored--o.k.? i could take all my cash and go fixed income and get 70k per year for the rest of my life. But i like brainbending speculation, where pay-off would allow me to go fixed income and hold out plenty for PLAY:) i entered into a dangerous speculation with RYVNX. The key is when their is a major sell-off RYVNX value ACCELERATES far faster then the percentage down in market. The classic benchmark. RYVNX moved from 7 to 124 in 2 years, or about an 1,800%gain, a 18bagger. i have tensely been juggling my position, doing a lot of moves where i have (with sweat and toil:) gotten from to 12k shares at a C/b of 18.06. i have surrender to point where i would bail out at even BUT then RELOAD after a rally. i had that in hand at todays open. It is an intense frustration to see the opening CLOSED by PPT. But i also realize for LTBH this is a blesing(They Think it is, that is!!! It really is just settingthem up to be guillotined in the future). So on days like this i let it all out, as i am NOT someone that locks down on his emotions. Its my nature--i like being that way:) But i remain believing if i hang TOUGH, don't give in, i will see RYVNX at least at 60 in the next 18months. This would then give me my "Holy Grail" And i can finish the last chapter of my life as i am fighting to get as expressed earlier <<But i like brainbending speculation, where pay-off would allow me to go fixed income and hold out plenty for PLAY:)>> So that is the gist of my situation and why i have days like this--O MY:) i like to be an open book about what i am doing in investment, win or lose;) Max