To: yard_man who wrote (9203 ) 11/2/1997 1:25:00 AM From: Ronald P. Margraf Sr. Respond to of 39621
<Zowiw! Ron> <That is a BIG responsibility> Your right Barry. I have been there and have abused it. I made a terrible mistake a few years back and have paid for it ever scence. You can't drink enough, sleep enough, or run away from it. All I can say to you is that, unless you are prepare, willing and ready, don't ask for the power. I beleived it, I asked for it, I got it, I had it, I abuse it. I did the Moses thing. Made the big mistake. I used it to threaten. Folks knew I had it and where afraid of me. I abused what was give to me. So I say to you don't ask for something that you can't or are ready to deal with. To have the power of God at your disposal is not something to wish or hope for unless you are ready. The post that I make here are not for my benifiet but everyone elses. I already know the answers to the questions I pose. Whether they are writen or not. I am not posting because I am lost but because I am searching for the answers. The answers that will set me free. I know the what the response will be to my posts. I know what the out come will be of all this conversation. All will conclude that I am a JW, backslider, ect. ect. ect.. Why am I posting this to you and not Shalom? Good question. You are still asking, they are not. AS long as one continues to ask and seek the glory of God he will receive and be counceled by the angels in heaven. I am not an angel nor am I anything that you might want to think, so don't start packing your bags or making out your will. I am just a questioniar. Thats all. I am looking for answers, the truth. Stay the course, continue to ask questions and they will all be answered. Barry, I have been a bad boy but I can still do some good. If you really want to understand the BIBLE and are willing to take on the task, I can tell you how to do that. But that is something that you have to give a lot of thought too. It is awsome, Ron