To: carranza2 who wrote (72933 ) 4/8/2011 8:36:45 PM From: TobagoJack Read Replies (2) | Respond to of 218621 i definitely NEED my physicals to keep bull-riding discipline, and that is one of two reasons my physicals match my core paper (vs trading paper) 1:1, more rather than less my lots-of-digits fellow sinner wrote at very early am, probably staring at at the dark sky of the south china sea from his rooftop, drink in hand, spelling mistakes and all, in anguish and seeking absolution, per below :0) it is all a lovely game, truly, and delicious, the triumphs and loss, rise and fall, kill and be killed, all wonderfulFrom: H Sent: Sat, April 9, 2011 2:36:47 AM No more soft master wu for us I will instead go to a hardware store to buy a few lengths of chain so we can beat the sin out of ourselves And no silver antibcaterial sprays for us to heal the gaping bleeding wounds. Maybe even get a length of barb wire so we can wrap it around our thigh, and make like albino in davinci code - hoping for eternal reminder that man is mortal. Or we could be unlike men , and ask for directions. Hop back on the ride. After missing a mere 2% rise , having got 98% of the exam right. And hope that god does not cruelly punish us with a truly cruel trick of collapse. But instead sends us into the heavens I am now torn, having sold only part of my holdings. Part hopes for validation of my selling through a collapse. But the other half of me, that owns big holdings of precious metal far in excess of my place on the planet (more in keeping with say bill gates - well on a converted basis) , is saying please let it run up to its true value of 40k/ounce !!! And some non quacky scientist please find that plutonuim radiation damage can be cleansed by a platinum/paladuim combination and I will be in true heaven. Of what tortured thoughts