To: FJB  who wrote (20215 ) 8/15/2012 5:18:47 AM From: LindyBill     Respond to    of 39297  Addiction of pain killers. I think it is selective, like booze. I hope so, anyway.  I was on Oxycontin for four months, and got scared and went off it when I dropped the weight, which the articles said was a sign you were an addict.  Getting off it my  problem was IBS, which I found out after getting off that I could control very well with Miralax.  After  being off it for a month, and realizing that this weight drop made a big difference in my back pain, I went back on it two weeks ago.  It controls my pain very well, and I have normal, unassisted bowel movements with it. Every other opiate gives me IBS problems.  My appetite is already starting to drop.  Only side effect is that I sleep more, which I can control to times that I don't care if I am out of it. Dancing is the best it has been in 12 years. "Sleep all day, dance all night."  :>) I only take two 10mg tabs a day, which, compared to what I have read, and my son's experience, is very little.  I have never had any "push" to take more.  My goal is to stay on it long enough to lose another 25 pounds. I am at 203, down a couple of pounds from when I went on it two weeks ago.  That is about a 26 BMI.  At 180, I will be a 23 BMI.  180 is about what I weighed from 18 until I stopped smoking at 45.  That's when I went up to 200, and looking back now, that's when my back started hurting.  I was always very slim, so the low BMI is not a worry to me. My health, otherwise, is good. I am active, with a positive mental attitude.  When I hit my weight goal, and barring any problems with the Oxy in the meantime, I will assess what I should do long term.  Do I stay on it for the rest of my life?  My initial thinking is to cut the Oxy in half to one pill a day, in the evening. Hopefully that will handle what pain I do have left, and help me keep the weight off.  Any sign that I am "hooked," and being pushed by my subconscious to take more,  and it's gone.