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Pastimes : Don't Ask Rambi -- Ignore unavailable to you. Want to Upgrade?


To: carranza2 who wrote (70897)10/17/2012 2:57:17 PM
From: epicure  Read Replies (1) | Respond to of 71178
 
I realize you may not understand this. But Rambi was perhaps my best friend. I cared more for her than just about anyone outside my family. When I found out about her death I was devastated. But I'm not the kind of person who likes to share that. However, I'm not in much of a mood to have a big fight, when I'm in the middle of grieving. Maybe you think that's what you'd be doing. If so, you are different from me. I did my best to protect her privacy from the curious on SI. Could I have done more? Not at the time. Would I have done more if I had not been so upset? Probably. I think about Rambi almost ever day- still. We talked on the phone all the time- and so many times in my life, now, something happens and I STILL think, I've got to tell Rambi that, and then I realize I can't.

I am amazed I had the stamina to do anything about it, upset as I was at the time. But hey- what do you care? You don't. You're just here to judge that I was somehow wrong to try to honor the wishes of my dead friend. And quite frankly me dear...