To: Harmattan who wrote (281 ) 12/18/1997 11:32:00 AM From: Jane Hafker Read Replies (1) | Respond to of 650
Yes, but you tend to absorb my soul like a large spongue, or more like the Blob That Ate New York, is what it felt like last time, and I know nothing about you except you speak of being unattractive. Yeah. How can I say this? I believe to indulge in deep cerebral excursions like go on here, with excessive riddle and references which flame the soul, it seems like a form of adultery. The Lord is reminding me that there are rules to follow everywhere, including typing words on a screen to people who seem as real or moreso than people I have spent endless hours hanging with or looking at in the course of fun having. So, the thngs you say make me wonder whether you are being obtuse and just G-hunk-like, or whether maybe you should be doing other things than answering my specific posts, that's for sure. Mine are never small talk, as we know, and involve certain mental and emotional attention, as yours do, and I'm seeing boundaries in thought and word that I only applied to personal interactions before. It is very interesting, and especially I have been reminded of this on the God webs, where most, if not all of those who post, probably are cut from a rather acceptable cloth--OBVIOUS EXCEPTIONS OF BEHAVIOR, KNOWLEDGE OF WHICH MAY HAVE REACHED THE HIGHEST LEVELS, WHO KNOWS--and I have felt quite like remembering that extreme rules of order are required, even in jest and conversation. This is life in the Godly realm, where I find utter and complete contentment. I will add that on my last excursion the devil did show me the more exciting kingdoms of his world, and the loss of both that much fun and the absence of the Lord as a result was the nadir of existence. It compares only to being permanently paralyzed and braindead too. I kept hearing a gentle male voice, I imagined, asking, "Are you having fun yet?" So, having escaped the snare of destruction, and removing myself from the happy pig-pen, I find now another world, totally unknown to me until this time, which in its own way is as much fun. That's always a red flag. There is nothing in the world of the Holy Spirit that make you question for a moment what you are doing that is not the Lord waving a red flag that this is not a good idea. He always has excellent reasons. Our last little interchange was quite painful, actually. As much as I like you, I know nothing about you except your mind, and it is causing me spiritual concern that any more is acceptable. And also you speak of a background so hard to believe I almost can't. Nor will you talk about it. And what is the other thing? Oh, yes, you don't feel you can tell anyone what music you like. That is so shy I can't believe it. You are so funny sometimes..... That is plain English. Do you have views on my comments? :) This is me: §¨§