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To: Sidney Reilly who wrote (10173)	12/21/1997 8:29:00 PM
From: Jane Hafker	Respond to of 39621

What I believe here wiht all my heart is that Robert and Emile are truly Aryan Knights, not in a bad sense, but in a badly misunderstood sense, and that somehow truth will break through here and we can proceed with the Kingdom of God. Bob, I'm so hardcore on Jesus I'm not positive all of us are going to make it, and we babble the name of Jesus 24 hours a day. Not "us" as here on the threads, certainly, but "us" American chariscrazies, demoninationalists into every evil departure from the gospel I can think of and of course the Great Romish Whatever, that to me is just hard to take, period. Although it does produce some very precious brethren in spite of the anti-scriptural laybrinth of power and money. So I worry about myself and everyone else getting there, and will be quite relieved to hear a roll call. Pet groups. Bikers, mainly. And those the toughest and most impossible to think of ever coming to the Lord. happen. Not just working guys with enough money to buy a megabuck motorcycle. Then I am just as nutty when it comes to some last minute revival among the American Indians, which few people believe will happen, but I do because it was promised to their grandfathers. What I'm getting at here is whether or not we have a basis for this dispute. For the life of me, either I'm losing my ability to reason, or Alan is being trounced like no one else I've seen since I got here, and that may be something the Lord wants Robert and Emile to see. That God has not directed Robert and Emile to pound all Jewish brethren half to death with their strict aryan laws of acceptance, perhaps. And maybe there is a wonderful joke in all of this the Lord has played on me, since being in the biker atmosphere out of preference for several years, it is about as Aryan an atmosphere as you can get, unless you migrate back to a Viking hamlet in time. So I like Aryan atmospheres. We all have the same backgrounds, we like the same food, our grandmothers all said the same things to us, it is familiar and I like it. I like white people, I always tell everyone. I am one. So when I see Alan trounced over and over daring to enjoy being Jewish as much as I enjoy my "Aryan" placement in the world scheme, it seems shocking and outrageous. It is as if by other's estimations, Alan should not like it one bit. He should be disliking it and wanting nothing to do with it. Which of course is insanity. INSANITY! This is what's bothering me A GREAT DEAL! So, if I find this all offensive, what I'm saying is that something has gone a little too far into thought and intent police action in the name of the Lord. Does he command us in any way to beat each other up in His name? If so, where is the basis for the beating? Where does Alan tell Robert or Emile he wants to revive the Law, the Talmud, or the temple or anything else. All he does is say he is a follower of Jesus. I knew this before Alan ever got here because we e.mailed each other about the Lord several times, and I agreed with him then and agree with him now. I DON'T FIND ANGLO-EUROPEAN VARIATIONS OF THE FIRST CENTURY CHURCH THAT GREAT MYSELF. So, I'm just looking for blind spots in myself, as a very very imperfect person to begin with, in all this too. Have I missed something? I'm open to anything that will explain all this. I'm so tired of my own words. I need to take a vacation from thought sharing here pretty soon.