To: koan who wrote (287907 ) 1/11/2016 12:42:42 PM From: koan Read Replies (1) | Respond to of 542148 As I have posted before, during the 60s we were all engaged in a lot of introspection. We were revolutionaries and we knew it. So we read a lot of the revolutionaries e.g. Saul ALinsky, Herman Hesse, Thomas Mann, Watts, Bertrand Russell and on and on. So it was natural that during this period a person might come to their own realization of just how ignorant they were. And that is exactly what happened to me. I've posted many times that I remember the exact moment, place and time I had a profound insight into my own ignorance. That there was something out there much larger to see and that I wasn't seeing, or understanding. It was about two in the afternoon, on a Winnie the Pooh day, and I was walking past the dorms at San Jose State when I realized I not only didn't know the answers I didn't even know the questions. I specifically remember saying to myself I have no idea why Plato is such an important person. And it was then that I set out to find out why he was so important. Today I'm quite sure I know. And so for the next two years I lay on that white couch I talk about and read every great thinker I could think of. I had no idea where to start and I had no idea what I was looking for. I started with our great thinkers Steinbeck, Hemingway, F Scott Fitzgerald, catcher in the Rye. And while they were interesting and important books they seemed more like just stories, good stories, but just stories and not very profound and didn't seem to me to be what I was looking for. Then I jumped across the Atlantic Ocean to Europe and that's when I really ran into the great thinkers like, Nietzsche, Bertrand Russell, Aldous Huxley, and Andre Malraux, Dostoevsky, and of course Albert camu, Gunther Grass and the big dog Jean-Paul Sartre. But on the domestic side, we also were actually creating a new philosophy. Bob Dylan, the Beatles and many of the rock bands of the day were singing about this great 60s movement of peace, love and ideas. And of course freedom:" do your own thing"was our mantra. And be creative. And during that period I spent reading countless books I changed as a person. And that change stayed with me my entire life and it is something I built on ever since. Now that I'm an old man I can go to my death easy having some idea of the world I live in, of the virtual reality that has been my existence. I feel sorry for anyone who didn't have the opportunity to discover that.