To: Sidney Reilly who wrote (10763 ) 1/15/1998 11:58:00 AM From: Jane Hafker Respond to of 39621
Apparently something went on last year worse than this. That's something I must check out. I am curious whether the guylast year was wounded superficially or mortally. I don't think any person can drive anyone away from the Lord. The problem,, and that is big, big PROBLEM, is a root of bitterness sets us all perfectly in place, much like players in a film the devil directs, for the other actors the devil has waiting for just such a moment. That's the problem. How many years does it take to get out of serious backsliding. I knew one who couldn't ever shake going back to his vomit and finally drowned in a lake in Alaska. I actually thought it was a good thing because I sure know who was on his mind as he was flat-lining in the water, so, sometimes it can be very serious. I think just maybe there might be tiny tie in there with millstones around the neck. Who knows. I sure want to see more people I led to Heaven than take the judgment for those I ended up helping the Lord lose forever. If that is possible. Who knows, maybe it isn't. There are many, many of these things I haven't figured out. I only know Jesus means peace joy love and happiness for the majority of one's waking moments, in spite of fire, flood, famine or hurricane, death diseaseee and whatever else. Absence of Him usually means that people stay happy until their drug or alcohol problem is so acute it terminates their lives in one way or another and they move down the ladder to the next step. There just has been enough of a correlation that it has proven itself to me without a doubt. That alone should be proof enough of the existence of God, but of course it doesn't. It is also the rythym of the posts of the attacks. Viscous attack. A couple more. A sudden softening of posture and a hint of feeling of vague correction or apology. No more than two of those, followed by an even more insane out of the blue attack, and that is what disturbed me. I felt Alan was being assailed by demons more than being instructed in the Holy Spirit, and this could have all been used in the hands of a true saint as St. Francis laboratory for producing a great Jewish saint. BUT NOOOOoooooooooooooooo, we get too anglo-overloads, and I do understand that and rather am proud of my own anglo thing, who truly have received much doctrine from Hitler. My hatred of Hitler is second to my hatred of Stalin. On earth there is no man with more blood dripping off his lips than Stalin. A monster of horrifying magnitude, who many Emile rails about still worship, and this of course grieves me to the core. As I'm sure the Stalin cult of worship is being revived in campuses across America as we speak and as the whole world shifts back into position. But Hitler runs such a close second. Such a bucket of filth he was, and adored by a whole nation of idiot Germans, which I have only within the mellowing years that do us such good have been able to see without a nazi flag in their hands. I agree with Alan on every point. In the first place, re-read Alan and their never was a point. His point was this was hardly the place to find two or three men Jew-bashing openly, and it was becoming that. Again, from Emile's knowledge of some evil, which now is in his mind the only evil, and there is nothing but good non-Jews on earth at this moment in his mind--ALL POTENTIAL NEW COVENANT GENTILE CHRISTIANS OF COURSE. So unbalanced Bob. And now I will confess to you that in Nancy and my email Nancy bemoaned yet another Emile joining the attack on Alan, and how was he going to fight off many more, and I rather agreed, because I thought maybe Emile had actually recruited you and Chris, especially CHris, for some reason, to now join SI and post on Ask God as a casual observer, when actually you both seemed to me to be other neo-nazi doctrine types. This is a true statement. That is how crazy writing words on a screen can get. It can get real crazy, and who takes the blame? The Lord Jesus Christ. Satan then screams See! See! I told you to hate Him! Follow me, because I love everybody and will let you do anything evil and will never judge you!! Serious, serious stuff.