To: Kenneth Kirk who wrote (440 ) 2/8/1998 3:39:00 PM From: Jane Hafker Respond to of 1283
Kenneth, how interesting a situation. I wish I had a pat answer, but that is always a situation in which all you can do is bind the power of satan to enter this guys life. Remember that every demon in hell will be dispatched to get him back, and he can't really understand that until he sees it lived out and looks back on it. I have mentioned the four powerful hard-core ex-biker preachers I personally know who all strangely by coincidence share of meeting the Lord at the point of suicide, as in the process of same, and all four with guns at their heads. After I heard the last one--a ex-Texas "Outlaw" member, and they are apparently the worst of the worst-- share his testimony of finally getting so sick of his life he couldn't stand it one more day, I was struck by the wonder of how many of the worst of the worst come to a point of terminating their lives. This is of course not only bikers. I'm surprised how many sinful, sinful people one day no longer want to live. All of them are rather attractive--two very. I didn't understand why all four would have been saved only after their lives had lead them to suicide, and I remember saying to the guy in Mesa, "well, I guess when the devil comes courting you with the good old days and all the fun you're missing, the Lord can just say, "Yes, I remember what fun you were having. You were really enjoying your sin, weren't you?" Of course they relate to this. So, this brother should do the same. There is no more sickening sight I can think of than a dog at his vomit. Even your own dog is enough to knock you out. So, that is why the Lord uses it. Very graphic desciption of what we look like, I'm sure. This guy has as good a chance at sainthood as anyone. But he's going to need constant prayer, so be that person and see what happens. Also, checking up on him with a freindly phone call of encouragement can't hurt. Remember that every sinful person in the world will be offering him whatever it takes to get him back, and the brethren checking in show that person that God is looking out after them, and they know it. John Donne who did l6 years in a dungeon in England in the 1600's says of himself that in all of England surely there was no more debased or depraved man than he. I'm sure he meant it. Apparently in his preChristian years he had an enormous appetite for sins. The study of many men who have changed history as great men of God turns up more normal sinners to extreme sinners than life long "good people". And there are life-long good people. Most of them church raised and stayed that way. Why it works that way, that so many bad sinners make great saints, I don't know. Maybe the goody-goodie doesn't have that much to make up for, and the sinner knows he does. Who really knows. But I think a ministry of prayer for people is every bit as worthwhile as those out in the streets speaking face to face. With no prayer to back up those face to face conversions, half of them will fail anyway. Each conversion is a miracle. A flat out miracle.