To: Denice who wrote (443 ) 2/8/1998 5:22:00 PM From: gregor Read Replies (1) | Respond to of 1283
Dear Denice: 20 years ago I found myself at the point of suicide and asked the Lord to give me a sign by 12:00 midnight that He had a plan and purpose for my life. I had already been saved for 11 years but had lost everything I had including my family and children. At exactly 12:08 AM when I was thinking that I was the biggest loser on the face of the earth a miracle happened that forever changed my life. To this day I have a lot of trouble telling others exactly what the Lord miraculously did, and I think He understands, because it is a very personal thing just between the two of us. You have a lot of responsibility on your shoulders, my heart goes out to you. You also have a lot of faith ; obviously, just to make it to this day. I have seen what grief is doing to my ex-pastor's wife. He was killed this past September in a tragic accident leaving her with 3 children. I have no idea why God calls His own children to undergo such wrenching and tormenting circumstances. Someone once said in the end; life is fair , it breaks everyone's heart ! But our Lord, the bible says, was acquainted with grief. He knew the pain of the family whose young daughter He brought back to life. He knew the pain of his mother Mary when she lost her husband Joseph and He lost His earthly father. He knows the pain of your children who have lost their daddy, because He experienced the same thing. We all here will pray for you to have the Lord meet you at your need. Give us a chance to prove ourselves to you; would you please do that for us? Would you bookmark us ? Please. Would you do that? Oh Lord ! I lift up Denice and her two children to you right now in Jesus Name. Give me Lord the ability to accept them just as they are, the way you accept them ? Help them to live in peace, Lord. Take them by the hand and tell them how much they mean to you. Tell them Lord you will never leave them, tell them you have established residency in their hearts and minds. Watch over them the way Lord that only you can. And bless them abundantly with a full measure that overflows it's container, In Christ name.Amen