And good morning to you Nancy. I haven't been able to catch up here all week, there are still 50 posts I haven't read. But will.
Nancy, in all truth, and I mean this, I think it is a waste of your time to beg these nonbelievers to realize I am not "filled with hate".
That I "didn't mean what I said," etc. THis is not true. I meant exactly what I said, and when I say something I believe it mirrors exactly what the person I'm speaking to REALLY believes. Actually, most of the time I am talking to any non-believer, they speak out of two mouths. Or forked tongue. I speak with one. That's all I can tell you.
And as for not meaning what I say, I'm being very, very polite not saying much more about the world the pagans have created. You cannot imagine how much I am vexed by the world around me and how it changes more with each week into a monster planet. This is not the same earth I was born on. It has changed too rapidly, and is becoming more like a sci-fi movie where we have been invaded by pod people, but the pod people now serve the mind of satan, and they are slowly outstripping the rest of us. And this from someone who recently hung around bikers in Ariziona for way too much time. It was only coming out of that rather sane in its own way little world that I had a chance to look around at what mainstream had become--and I am still undergoing
shock adjusting to such rapid decline while I happily rode around on a little motorcycle and hung around with people who just wanted to play pool after work.
I saw so little of depravity during that time that the re-entry into normal life left me numb with shock when I finally had nothing else to do but look at it.
In all truth, the nonbeliever is free under the Constitution to believe anything they want to about me. They can say anything within reason. Outside of reason I will finally ask Jill if this is acceptable. I haven't seen much of that just one quick little hit some creep quickly erased, but lo and behold, it still was on my history screen and I copied it for future reference should this person reappear in my life.
The ordinary non-believer can freely voice their comments about me all they want. As for this person Greystone, in particular, he/she has tried to remove the discussion to a place where it is totally fruitless, and I'm bringing it back for you, Bob, Chris, and others to dissect and properly answer. I meant what I said--that where this person is concerned I will offer much prayer.
But understand this: NOTHING I haved posted to Greystone or others was anything I do not believe to be true on the social level, KNOW to be true in human nature and consequence, and also feel very strongly that I am not that far from what we will find was the original thinking in the matter.
I have been wrong many times, and will continue to be I'm sure, but where this man/woman's concern for my hatred goes, it is so far from what it seems that it is silly to waste time with it.
What is important to waste time with is to correct this person's thinking about his/her blasphemy of the Lord and the Bible, not with a poster named Jane.
:)
Also, in constantly saying that "Jane didn't mean to sound hateful", Jane speaks total reality, Period. Nothing else. If total reality is hateful speaking, let it stay that way. I find the total reality I speak of is not only a hateful total reality, but totally and completely infected and beginning to rot with rampant pornography and the effects of the addicted, sexual perversions and deviations of every known kind now blatantly introduced into all dialogue of situation comedies, even (which I do NOT watch but read about in columns as to "breaking ground in TV) adults lusting after children in this country alone in a manner unheard of in any history I have read, serial killers to the extent they are now on page or worst, murder and suicide among small children now a growing statistic which is addressed on national TV from the Pres. Himself probably a porn addict and that's why he has to jump every woman that will agree to
that activity with a married man. Apparently lots and lots and lots will, and I doubt the Pres is going to seek therapy. JFK was just as bad.
That is openers. That's what I can talk about in mixed company among people I really don't know.
So, please do not apologize for me, as you assume I didn't mean what I said. If I hadn't meant it, I wouldn't have said it. And if it seems to harsh for the rest of you, just say that Jane always speaks for herself only, and the rest of us see nothing wrong whatsoever with any other living human.
I never post for anyone but myself, and many times I feel that I also speak for the Lord in many matters. He was not quite the stoned hippy that can't tell good from bad that we have sometimes assumed He wants us to think He was/is, and soon He returns--not as the sweetest and most lamblike strong man that ever lived, but this time it will be the WRATH OF THE LAMB.
Hear that Greystone?
I think that is what the devil would like people to think. That there is absolutely nothing in the world He doesn't love, nothing in the world that really upsets Him, there is no standard of human depravity that He will not overlook and love you for anyway.
Yes, all that is true IF you happen to be born again and Spirit Filled and totally repentant. For the rest, I see very, very strict rules laid out as to who gets throw into a burning area for satan's eternal kicks, and who enters into their reward as a good and faithful servant.
ANyway, there is not a word I posted to Greystone or any other God baiting visitor that I did not really mean. I take off many, many comments and erase them as I feel that is best not said. But what gets posted, I do mean.
And if this offends any of the brethren, I can only say that you should pray for me as I am praying for Greystone, and the Lord hopefully will eventually work thewhole thing out.
There is so much posting anymore everywhere I'm only catching a small part of it.
And another thing, if all you see is harshness, you will see that all of the fawning over these people's souls you do here just gives them a little amusement away from their pagan theads, and usually they go back and brag about their deeds here.
So, again, whether or not it fits everyone's perfect idea of the plastic-fantastic Christian, I have not been that to this point in the
walk, and probably won't be that until I finally get at least 100 miles from another human. Until then there will at least be one Christian who actually says it like it is, like it or not.
I don't SAY these things so the non-believer will like me. What you must understand is that at a certain place in the spiritual battle, once these people go over to the other side they HATE us with a passion if we were to offer them chicken soup on a cold day. |
