To: mark silvers who wrote (11852 ) 3/19/1998 9:13:00 AM From: Alan Markoff Read Replies (2) | Respond to of 39621
Dearest Mark, I want to express to you one of the main reasons I stay here in this insanity. Last year I ecperienced the fruit of this kind of thinking and for the sake of my children and their future want to feel like I can do something to stop the killing of innocent people. The image of my 9 year old son in front of an AK47 rifle crying, begging for his life with urine running down his leg, and his inly crime was being born Jewis will not go away that easily. Some people say get over it, on the most part I have but the man that did this is a part of the KKK and Aryan Nations and we have been harrassed by them all this year and have been meeting with the FBI and Dept. of Justice about the trial so it is hard to get over something while you are still in it. The final sentencing hearing is on April 7 this year almost 1 year from the shooting at Passover last year. It is interesting that he shot at us the second day of Passover ( the day after Yeshua would have been sacrificed as the Passover Lamb) and he will be sentenced the day before Passover begins 1 year later. They have agreed on his plea bargain on 12 years without possibility of parole. I have mentioned before that he has written some letters to us and he says the same things as you are reading here, talk about causing people to stumble, man. In his letters he states that since God would not let him kill us that he must have gotten the wrong Synagogue and that is all he apologizes for. God forbid he get out and get the right one in his sick mind. He says he thinks we are in their worshipping satan, etc...Don't you think God is warning all men that if we hate or strongly dislike people it will produce the fruit of destruction in the end? The ADL has helped me allot through all this and we have received a letter threatening us even more because of this man sentence as he and they beleive we worship satan. The ADL and FBI have warned me to not open any mail I do not recognize or pick up any packages in my yard I do not expect, etc.. They use mail bombs and now can use germ warfare, UGH!!!! Well a friend shared with me before this latest episode a Psalm she felt the Lord wanted her to give me and this has been a strength for me for I have had several attempts on my life this year and NONE have been successfull; Psalm 91:2-6 2 I will say of the Lord,"He is my refuge and my fortress, my God in whom I trust". 3 Surely He will save you from the fowlers snare and from the DEADLY PESTILENCE. 4 He will cover you with His feathers, and under His wings you will find refuge His faithfullness will be your shield and rampart. 5 You will not fear the terror of the night nor the arrow (bullets) that flies by day, 6 nor the pestilence that stalks in the darkness, nor the plague that destroys at midday, It was interesting that they have the same germs (Anthrax) that Saddam Hussein has to use on Israel, it tells me there is a common enemy. But I have not caved into fear for Yeshua has held me up. But still the ADL is investigating threads and the internet hate groups and people and recently there were arrest in Chicago and many more hopefully will be coming. To me if they are in jail it will keep them from hurting others and give them a cahnce to consider their actions. In the book of Job His friends that angered God prtrayed Him as angry and looking for a reason to destroy people if they stumble and He said that is not true. He does say in John 3:16 For God so loved THE WORLD (everyone) that He gave His only begotten Son that NONE should perish but have everlasting life. That does not sound like a God waiting for someone to mess up on scripture (which we are all basically clueless) to destroy them. Wouldn't He have done that in the beginning anyway? I am sorry I am going on to long. May the Lord bless you, Nancy