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To: Gauguin who wrote (16765)1/21/1999 9:43:00 AM
From: Rambi  Read Replies (2) | Respond to of 71178
 
My life is filled with humiliating moments. Very occasionally I feel socially adept, you know-say something right, something smooth, remember someone's name, get from one place to another without tripping and it's such a unique feeling. Usually I'm the one who asks about a spouse and the person bursts into tears because they just separated the night before. Then I babble. I am a silencefiller. I HATE that. I can't stop myself either. I think-Shut up! Shut up! ANd my mouth keeps going. And it doesn't have to make sense. It's a sort of disease, I think. I gave it to a character in my book-I call it- laxi labri-loose lips- compulsive small talking.
Everyone else seems so composed and in control of themselves. I suspect I'm an alien.