I Am Mary 5'8" l25 lbs. Strawberry blond hair/green eyes
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I Am Doug 5'8" l75 lbs. salt & pepper hair/light brown eyes
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and gosh, ny birthtime was December 1945
.
and and and while very true
Message from (Bob) Zumbrunnen
at Oct 18, 2002 5:31 PM
... is that they're pretty.
.
That 50s - 60s song
"I'am a girl watch'er."
describes quite well my mind goes to mush, whenever... :o)
as,
I'am talking to a person,
extreme matters of high national security,
my focus directly respomsible to determine planet Earth's fate,
and and
oops my head turns as my eyes follow
and and
those across from me at first thought i was fool'n
that i was just during the first times
just moving my eyes to another focus
while my ears and brain were still all Wide Open to subject at hand
but, nope
time stopped
life at a stand-still
as i wondered
if i was not at the opposite extreme
face-wise
as she is cute or pretty or beautiful or pretty-cute
that extreme
as i'am at the other extreme
of handsome etc
if if if
women folks would not look-away
as they always do
and its not really just being ugly
enough ugly, but not really to extremes
as i recently posted
that man on HBO cable with bald head
The Shield, a cop show
me look like him
toes to shiny head top
eventhough i have lots of thick hair
i buzz it all off to look professional
but its him age 57 and much less decent looking
like that T.V. Guide poor quality picture of him i mentioned
thats what i look like
except
make contact with my eyes
and that i never never smile
hard too serious face expression
doom & gloom
and the woman obtains the thought
the complete opposite of what in words they are looking for
the man who brings out in their awareness everything unwanted
strong to the extreme
so yes, they look away as in, to get-away
as yes, sometimes life plays tricks
sometimes what you think
is really just the opposite
but, first impressions
the look
have been blasted as a route best not traveled
as most times, the path's end does not deliver
does not look like the beginning
the look at the begnning that one thinks is a mirror at the end
but most times
the mirrro's end is either broken or House of Mirror
and from this
don't judge a book by its cover
unless its a science fiction novel
and buy just for cover, the thoughts generated
and then accept the story as words seperate from the picture
but then,
sorry, too long too much babble
and yes,
i always thought for me it was just bad luck
but now, no
set in concrete
first image
the ladies run away
all except those with good husbands or boyfriends
we can be friends
as they later wonder
"Wish my man could be like D:o)ug."
d:oug |
