There was a word in your post that just wasn't nice.
I see you are under some stress, so I thought I would give you this.
------------------- smiLe, thOuGh yOur heaRt iS aChinG. smiLe, eveN thOuGh it'S breaKinG. wHen tHeRe aRe cLouDS iN tHe sky, yOu'LL get by.... if yOu smiLe, thrOuGh yOuR feaR aNd sOrrOw smiLe, aNd mayBe tOmOrrOw yOu'LL fiNd tHat liFe iS stiLL wOrtHwhiLe, if yOu'LL juSt...
liGht up yOur faCe witH glaDneSS.. hide eveRy traCe of saDneSS.. aLthouGh a teaR, mayBe eveR sO neaR... tHat'S tHe tiMe yOu muSt keep oN tRyinG. smiLe, wHat'S tHe uSe iN cRyinG? yOu'LL fiNd, tHat liFe iS stiLL wOrtHwhiLe, if yOu'LL juSt....
smiLe, thOuGh yOur heaRt iS aChinG. smiLe, eveN thOuGh it'S breaKinG. wHen tHeRe aRe cLouDS iN tHe sky, yOu'LL get by.... if yOu smiLe, thrOuGh yOuR feaR aNd sOrrOw smiLe, aNd mayBe tOmOrrOw yOu'LL fiNd tHat liFe iS stiLL wOrtHwhiLe, if yOu'LL juSt...smiLe. |