To: jbe who wrote (32514 ) 7/19/1999 9:10:00 AM From: Ilaine Read Replies (2) | Respond to of 71178
>>>>>threads like the neurology threads you posted a link to can be very, very useful to people suffering from those diseases<<<<< Oh, I agree. I've posted before that I have suffered from mild depression, off and on, for a long time. For many years I had no idea what was wrong with me. Believe it or not. I thought that depressed people were suicidal, or stayed in dark rooms with the shades drawn, I had no idea that there was such a thing as mild depression. After Prozac came out, and there was such a public hooraw, I was tempted to try it, but it wasn't until I read Listening to Prozac (an excellent book, BTW, as is everything I've read by the author, Peter Kramer) that I had the courage to actually go to a psychiatrist and talk about it. I was having a very bad time then, and the psychiatrist said that I suffered from major depression, but it was atypical, which was why I didn't realize it was actually depression. I think what gave me the courage was not only that book, but also the tests that the American Psychiatric Association put into magazines like "Parade" during a month (I believe it's October) where they try to reach people suffering from depression. I would take the tests, and say, yes, I do seem to have depression, but there's nothing to be done about it. The medications available at the time were pretty scarey, until the new stuff came out, not all that long ago. Well, to make a long story short, I tried a couple of the new anti-depressants, Zoloft and Wellbutrin, and they helped me through a bad time, but I don't take them anymore. I take supplements that I get from the health food store that work almost as well without the unpleasant side effects. In fact, I was researching a "new" supplement last night, s-adenosyl-l-methionine ("SAMe" or "SAM"), last night, by looking on the depression thread, and it struck me funny, that's all. If you look on the depression thread, you'll see posts that run the gamut from posts of abstracts of scientific journals to "can somebody help me please" and "does anyone feel the same way" and "has anybody ever had this reaction" - and even flaming - someone flamed someone who posted about SAMe, accusing him/her of spamming, in fact it was the flaming that made me laugh. Just think, a mentally ill or unhappy person is looking for support, and they get flamed. Life on the Internet! All of us inside our own little boxes, and when we reach out, there's a good chance the other people reaching back will be numbskulls or flamers. Not here on DAR, of course. Thank goodness we have each other.