If I were not allowed to join your site A&P I would truly miss you here, Your posts and insight gave me a paradigm shift in my thinking Anthony. You will be missed.
Dear Friends,
I read the letter posted by Brian,, and I felt as if I were reading my own obituary, I came to SI as a fluke ,, I opened a thread, and titled it , Dear Anthony, in the hopes that my experience on Wall Street, wich is a corrupt and dirty place & where one person will galdly eat your heart out for a 1/16 of a point, would aid others and shed a beacon of light for the investing community in the hopes of exposing the many pifalls of being a regular joe or jane, to explain, sometimes in the most painful detail, how the street works and in some way repay the public, for some of the wrongs that I have seen and witnessed and to detail how thet can avoid becoming a victim. I wanted people to see that I was for real, and that my entry and exits were for real in each trade and not staged.. I never talked about owning a stock after it had gone up or being short a stock after its drop..I was hoping to bring a new honesty to the internet.One that withstood the test of time..
In that I failed, I let my passions get the best of me, I let my own frailties overcome the goals I had set. I enjoyed these last 9 months..It is really hard to believe it has only been 9 months, it feels as if I have spent a decade here. I have tried to make a difference, and maybe in small way I have ..But ,one thing is certain..Wall Street wont change, and AWall Street Despises a guy like me, because I wouldnt remove the magnifying glass pointed at its ugly head ..
Unless my message is carried out on by each and everyone here, this message may be lost again..spread the message and do not let it fade..Explain and teach what you know to those who who know not, and may those people understand better than those who read this now.
The internet is a powerful place and with it people can be saved and people vcan be destroyed..Apparantly, this message needed to be silenced as it was getting too loud, in this point in time.
I wanted to part and say that my goals havent changed and you dont have to worry about me, I will be around ,,I will be in contact in one way or another maybe not here but I will continue on my work, for I believe that there is no more an honorable way to make a living than by uncovering fraud and scammers..Undoubtedly there will be a dramatic increase in such activity here on SI , since I am banished from this place.
I chose SI, because it had some rules and some structure, I refuse to post on RB or YHOO, and I will never be found there. Anyone there will be fraud. I will not take this oppurtunity to attack anyone at SI, those words have been said, and that fight has been lost..They did what they had to do, and while I cannot change it, I will forever remember it..We all evolve and mature over time, and I am glad that I shared some incredibly joyous moments with thousands of you. and I have the honor and privelege of continuing to work and learn with hundreds of you, I feel sad , yes, but I also believe this is another lesson upon wich to draw some wisdom from. At times ..I have been generous and at times I have been downright ruthless, but never at the expense of my integrity, Keep the thread alive ,in spirit and purpose..and never allow scammers and hypesters and criminals the oppurtunity to fill my void with hot air and false promises..Beware of imposters and those who say they speak on my behalf, they will undoubtedly try to influence those who look to this place for truth and guidance and a willing ear.
I have always tried to answer each and every Pm and post adressed to me , sometimes posting as amny as 300-500 posts in a 2 or 3 day period.. I am sorry to those people taht I will not be able to hear anymore, I am angry at myself for allowing myself to have this happen. Apparantly a bullet has been fired and it appears at this point that it was a fatal shot ..I will accept the decision and move along .
I loved being here for you,
May God Bless you and yours and may peace fall upon you,
Anthony@Pacific
August 27, 1999 |