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Pastimes : Ask God -- Ignore unavailable to you. Want to Upgrade?

To: haqihana who wrote (32552)	2/15/2001 1:06:33 PM
From: Bluefish	Read Replies (1) \| Respond to of 39621

Haqi, Did you have to know me to be willing to reason with me? Did you not find any reasonable argument I made in regards to our discussion over your attack on Santiago? Your disdain for him blinded you to being reasonable. Yes, I have said things in anger. In front of you and to you. Many hurtful things. I apologize for that. But, I did not spout lies and seek to damage and ruin another's character. I have said many things to you in anger over the years. Many of which were provoked by you. Some was not and for that I am to blame. The problem with you "feelings of love" argument is just that. You are being guided by your feelings. What about your commitment, made before God? I merely relayed to you that my Mom was at a stage where she was not a total emotional wreck anymore. I wanted you to know that was on the road to recovery from what had been done to her. I could not understand your hatred for her. For all your one-sided complaints, she had done nothing to deserve this. So, she didn't change the way you wanted her to? She didn't continue to please your fleshly desires? This is an excuse to treat her the way you have? You expressed no rejoice in even the small strides she was making. You are cold hearted toward her, your sons and everyone and anyone else you have hurt in this. No mention of recent suffering was made because all previous mentions fell on deaf ears. Why bother? I don't recall exactly where you message was, but it referred to the company YOU ran and how you had defeated unions and so forth. It was somewhere around the time when Mom's suspension would have be over. It was felt you were baiting her to respond due to denying your heirs. It matters little to me anymore. Just forget it. I know you want to blame a particular fish meal for your episode of requiring immediate hospitalization. I will continue to submit that it's coincidence with Colleen planning first arrival to town is not a coincidence. I believe now and told you then that it was a "shot across the bow". A warning to rethink your plans. You chose not to listen. There's no point in us arguing and airing our dirty laundry. So, you were unhappy but the answer was compliance with suggestions made? No doubt, things you thought needed to be changed by and about her. Nothing needed to be changed on your end though? I do not pass judgment on whether you are qualified to pray to God. I cannot do that. All men are qualified to pray to God. He is there, just waiting for ALL men to seek Him. I merely questioned whether your confession and actions line up. It may have been wrong of me to do so, if so, I apologize. I was hoping to prick your conscience to look deep within and consider my words. I apologize for my failings to you as a son and as a brother in Christ. Possibly, I could have done things differently that may have helped you with your weakness in regards to sexual appetite? To how found enough happiness to have not needed to seek out another relationship. I apologize to you for my lack. I wish for no hostilities with you. Do you expect me to sit by and watch you attack and degrade my mother with your lies and rantings though? Bluefish