To: (Bob) Zumbrunnen who wrote (944 ) 10/18/2002 9:43:59 PM From: d:oug Respond to of 1003 I Am Mary 5'8" l25 lbs. Strawberry blond hair/green eyes . I Am Doug 5'8" l75 lbs. salt & pepper hair/light brown eyes . and gosh, ny birthtime was December 1945 . and and and while very true Message from (Bob) Zumbrunnen at Oct 18, 2002 5:31 PM ... is that they're pretty. . That 50s - 60s song "I'am a girl watch'er." describes quite well my mind goes to mush, whenever... :o) as, I'am talking to a person, extreme matters of high national security, my focus directly respomsible to determine planet Earth's fate, and and oops my head turns as my eyes follow and and those across from me at first thought i was fool'n that i was just during the first times just moving my eyes to another focus while my ears and brain were still all Wide Open to subject at hand but, nope time stopped life at a stand-still as i wondered if i was not at the opposite extreme face-wise as she is cute or pretty or beautiful or pretty-cute that extreme as i'am at the other extreme of handsome etc if if if women folks would not look-away as they always do and its not really just being ugly enough ugly, but not really to extremes as i recently posted that man on HBO cable with bald head The Shield, a cop show me look like him toes to shiny head top eventhough i have lots of thick hair i buzz it all off to look professional but its him age 57 and much less decent looking like that T.V. Guide poor quality picture of him i mentioned thats what i look like except make contact with my eyes and that i never never smile hard too serious face expression doom & gloom and the woman obtains the thought the complete opposite of what in words they are looking for the man who brings out in their awareness everything unwanted strong to the extreme so yes, they look away as in, to get-away as yes, sometimes life plays tricks sometimes what you think is really just the opposite but, first impressions the look have been blasted as a route best not traveled as most times, the path's end does not deliver does not look like the beginning the look at the begnning that one thinks is a mirror at the end but most times the mirrro's end is either broken or House of Mirror and from this don't judge a book by its cover unless its a science fiction novel and buy just for cover, the thoughts generated and then accept the story as words seperate from the picture but then, sorry, too long too much babble and yes, i always thought for me it was just bad luck but now, no set in concrete first image the ladies run away all except those with good husbands or boyfriends we can be friends as they later wonder "Wish my man could be like D:o)ug." d:oug