To: J_F_Shepard who wrote (552798 ) 3/2/2010 8:22:22 PM From: Brumar89 Read Replies (1) | Respond to of 1574333 In a hallway leading to the 19-year-old’s bedroom, there is a picture of him graduating with honors from Van High School, where he was a state champion in debate, along with his framed Eagle Scout badge. He built a picnic area for a local church as his final scouting project. That good deed came after he had gone on several summer missions for his church to build housing for the poor. Building houses for the poor. Yeah, thats real Taliban for sure. How horrible. Actually it sounds like he was raised well. How could he turn against that? Let's see - he spent a little time in college, turned onto Neitzsche and dope, learned to question the beliefs he was raised on, watched a lot of TV news programs .... hey, is that what you did, Shep?He also posted a quotation from Friedrich Nietzsche stating that remorse for wrongdoing was useless: “Never give way to remorse, but immediately say to yourself: That would merely mean adding a second stupidity to the first.” Clint May, 17, a cousin of Mr. McAllister who knows both young men well, said Mr. Bourque had begun to question his beliefs because “everything was going sour for him” since he dropped out of college. Mr. Bourque had started to experiment with marijuana there , Mr. May said, and he had fought several times with his grandparents over staying out late. Just a week before he was arrested, he quarreled with his grandparents, who took the keys to his car as a punishment, Mr. May said. He moved into the home of his girlfriend’s parents, a rundown trailer outside Grand Saline, Tex., where he was arrested on Feb. 21. His friends and family said Mr. Bourque liked to argue, to examine all sides of issues. He watched television news programs and documentaries constantly. nytimes.com