To: Chris land who wrote (1573 ) 3/12/1998 12:22:00 PM From: Tony Cava Respond to of 2110
As a Catholic, I was taught guilt and to fear God and that His Word was taught through priest and nuns. Through all the repeated rituals and mundane readings, I lost interest. Then one day, a philosopher/actor asked me a question? "Do you have a personal relationship with Jesus, our Lord and Savior?" I answered, "No, I don't think so." I also responded with an educated tone, " I have read the bible from cover to cover, I have studied it, from a historical perspective with some very intuitive and intelligent Professors at Grand Canyon College, (A Southern Baptist College in Phoenix). From this exercise, I had learned what Jesus did for all mankind, but I still did not understand it. The Southern Baptist way is a bit extreme for me. Still searching, I came across an Evangelical church. While very entertaining and amusing, all of the people speaking in tongues, every Sunday, just got to be a bit too much for me. I feared that I was not in the right place. I still had not accepted Jesus. Salvation came to me without any grandeur, without any signs, without anyone speaking in tongues or laying of hands on me to heal my soul, it came softly by submission. I asked for forgiveness, knowing that I am not worthy. I asked the Lord to lead my life and to save my soul through his one and only Son, Jesus. That's it. So because of my experiences and because each of us is challenged to discern the Word, I had to take a leap of faith for Salvation and really everyday thereafter. Therefore, I choose to believe that God is a merciful God and that Shalom's interpretation is an attempt to remind me that God is merciful. The opposite of accept is reject. I understand your point, but what if my brother was just questioning to gain answers. I have to believe that to judge my brother as doomed to hell, that I too should be doomed as well. I questioned, I pondered, I probably even rejected the Word for a while prior to accepting God's grace. Do those sins and others that I have committed doom me to hell as well. No, because He saved me. And as He saved me, so He shall do for my brother. Each man's walk is his own, we have freedom of choice, and I choose to believe in God our Father, in His Son, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit. The Trinity is merciful, how else would I be able to survive an event like this unless faith carries me. It is my faith that has gotten me to this point, and it is my faith that will take me from this point. I don't shame anyone for their interpretations of the Word, however, I have my own mind and a relationship with the Lord. He will guide me and let me know what is right and just. Thank you both for your input, talking about this issue has really opened my eyes to my walk. I hope this note finds you in good favor and God bless you both. Tony