To: Sidney Reilly who wrote (323 ) 7/25/1998 11:59:00 AM From: Jane Hafker Read Replies (1) | Respond to of 638
Bob, after my joyful Hiatus--just EXACTLY AND PARALLEL to Pinocchio and Lampwick at the Bad Boys Circus--I rejoiced no less than Pinocchio and Lampwick finding my first really wild places to play pool--the period of despair while I returned to sanity was unbearable. And I truly was abandoned for almost 2 months as certain justified punishment, I'm sure. I would not advise anyone to test their own endurance under such awful, awful circumstances, and again, it was remembering that David was even worse that gave me hope. That's an interesting point. Pinocchio. The story is so totally, totally, totally a veiled child's story illustrating the born again, spirit filled relationship it is hard to believe. and YES, I didn't listen, and YES, I was taken in my spirit down into the dark and cold mine without light and almost left to die like all of those poor wretched little coal mine donkeys, who all died there. I think I didn't get out in time like Pinochio, and did do time in the dark mines, but the mine experience was just my own daily life without God's blessing and comfort that makes life seem totally like you indeed are living on a separate planet from everyone else. For that I love David. I knew the separation fromGod would have to end. And I knew if I returned to my vomit, my life would be required of me, so I didn't exactly have any choice but to tough it out and pray my head off. But these new DAvid worship developments are a matter of curiosity to me. I see a political agenda in it that is strange. I was wondering the same thing about John Hagee. If he wasn't so busy, I'd write him and ask what gives with PRAYING to David, which is kind of what I think the impression I got was. Let's hope I'm completely wrong, and it was for some other spiritual intention altogether.