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To: Ilaine who wrote (18913)3/11/1999 2:32:00 PM
From: Gauguin  Read Replies (1) | Respond to of 71178
 
Sorry. Seven months. It DOES pile up in drifts. Snowdrifts everywhere. Around the legs of everything, by the couch ~ it's awful. It's like living in a bird cage. We need somebody to change the newspaper.

I know what you mean, I am the same way about the stuff doing. But there is some fun in paying someone to do something.

I'm very disgusted, because I'm having to pay people to do things that are my sort of bread and butter. It freaks me out. A lot of stuff is going bad, because it's major like a roof and I can't even pay for it. That freaks me out. Eeek. I've got this humongous roof up high. Yikes. I mean besides the fact I can't afford it, has been just getting over the fear of getting up there. After my fall I treat myself like an egg. Subconsciously. Consciously.

You know something? This is a bit spooky. I've been getting dizziness and headaches just recently and I'm afraid I'll find out it's a brain tumor. When you've been sick this long you start to think that way. They thought I had lung cancer three years ago. That was fun. D-E-A-D. I remember trying to give my hardwood collection and planer to Dash and trying to figure out what to do with all my stuff that's just my stuff. We had boy's weekend campout that weekend at Techie's land and my good friend's wife had just that week fallen from their roof and died. She was adored. The whole town had a memorial session for her in the park. He told me about the people who got her stuff, like eyes. We cried our little eyes out together.

I was in the Dr's last year with MJ, and she said, "He always thinks something is going to happen to him." And HE said, "It does."

Goddam right.

A friend of mine said "You got my karma. But you got my wife."

Sorry. I'll be good.