Bluefish, I am, also, very saddened by the turn of events. Perhaps it would have been better had you revealed your identity to me. The discussion could have been more productive, and less antagonistic. In researching your profile, it was clear that you were concentrating on me, but could not understand why. I even told you, at the time it occurred, about the bitter exchange between your mother and I on this thread, but you said nothing.
What I said to her, I said in anger. Don't tell me you have not said bitter things in anger before. Not only have I heard you do so, but every human I have ever known does such things. To re-hash all that was said, would not mend any fences, nor change any minds, so I will leave it at that. Any further conversation concerning what was said, by all parties concerned, would not help, or change anything. It was evident that the relationship between your mother, and I, was over. Neither man, nor woman, leaves a situation in which he feels happiness, and love. It was intimated that I had been lured away by Colleen. One cannot be lured away if there is any satisfaction where he is. These things happen, and cannot be prevented. Had she not chosen to attack me on this thread, none of this would have happened, especially when there was no way of knowing who mla was from the first verbal attacks. Yes, I am confrontational, and in debates, go for the jugular, but I am not alone in responsibility for this bitter exchange. If you will check the chronology of the posts, I attacked no one until I was attacked by, what I thought, was a stranger to me.
Yes, you have the computer savvy to check out Mark's computer.
Right after the separation, you told me that your mother was hurting, but later on you said she had gotten over it, and was getting things back in order in her life. Nothing, recently, has been said about her hurting.
You have already told me where my Mother resides. Perhaps, not the exact address, but enough information that I could find her if need be. I have already posted my real name, and age, several times on these threads, so duplication is not necessary.
I am not trying to be argumentative here, but please tell me where I said I had no heirs. Just send me the post number, and I will recant, and apologize. I am not saying I didn't say it, but cannot understand the circumstances under which I would do so. Of course, I do not deny the existence of you and Mark.
I could say something about the "special" meals that were prepared for me, but that would be counterproductive. They did more harm than good, but nothing serious resulted.
It's a pity it has come to this, but I was extremely unhappy in my existence with your mother, and made suggestions, not demands, on things that might have improved the situation, but they fell on deaf ears. If a business relationship is all you want, I will not beg for more.
Even though you do not think I am qualified to do so, I will continue to pray to God, and Jesus Christ, that I have been fortunate to have come into my life, and will also pray for a cessation of the hostilities. ~H~ |
